Recently I’ve felt so shitty about things, there is always something that has to bring down the rest of the stuff going on. Like things can’t just coincide nicely and everything be good, something has to be crap and just ruin it. I feel like an idiot for thinking nobody understands when the reality of it is people are probably going through the same things, maybe worse, yet I’m being all melodramatic about my problems, it’s ridiculous that I don’t feel like my problems are big enough to be real problems. 

The first part of my day was ever so lovely. Now i just feel shit again.